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Exclusive! “People Were Dying Within Hours From The Shots” Warns Hospital Whistleblower

May 7, 2024

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Alex Jones interviews ZOWE, a hospital whistleblower, about the deadly Covid shots

“people were dying within hours”

I was honored to be invited on the Alex Jones Show after my Children’s Health Defense Vaxxed bus interview caught his attention. I thought my interview would get lost in a sea of other hospital protocol horror stories. As it turns out, the useless knowledge I developed as a medical coder at various healthcare institutions has finally made itself useful.

Alex Jones is no stranger to controversy. Despite that, the phrase “Alex Jones was right!”, persists after 30 years of being on air. The controversy this interview brought to me is found in the comment section on Normally, I couldn’t care less what people say about me. The truth community is on high alert for frauds, Covid-grifters, and controlled opposition. When this interview was released, trolls immediately attacked my credibility on every platform. Exactly the way good controlled op agents are trained to do. They said, “a coder is not a nurse”, “they work remote, not inside a hospital”, and made weird remarks about my CHD interview being in first person. I’m going to call out just one of them out as an example, medicalvetter777Arguing with psychos and trolls is best avoided, but for my rational audience, I shall clarify.

Coders usually work remote, but they can work inside hospitals as well. There are special CDI (clinical documentation improvement) positions that require employees to work on site. There are also leadership positions that have offices on campus. They often attend meetings and seminars in various hospitals. My first official coding job was at a hospital because they still had paper records. Records have transitioned to full electronic format, which enabled a transition of coding as a primarily remote role.

I don’t see how those details are relevant, however, because it doesn’t change how I speak about working at a healthcare institution. When you join the cuIt, you be become part of a “care team”. It doesn’t matter what service you provide individually, it’s all about the common goal. Soon you find yourself repeating “we did this practice” or “we did this therapy” as if you were a part of it. Coders often speak about the procedures performed in their hospitals in the same tense. It was not uncommon to hear a statement like “We did countless spinal fusions [at my hospital]” from coders in meetings. It’s hospital coder vernacular. Now you are all caught up.

If I ran an internet-based software company and I spoke of the data as if I were “seeing” trends in data collection fraud, would you say it wasn’t happening because I was not there? Would I have to live inside a server for people to believe me? Of course not! The world believed there was a pandemic based on the media telling you hospitals were overrun and showing scary computer-generated images of spike proteins and showing scary graphs. The media wasn’t inside the hospital either, but many people believed them. It is correct that I was not inside a hospital during 2020-2021, but that doesn’t mean what I have to say isn’t true. Medical records tell a story about someone’s life. Coding educators often train new coders to use the codes in a way that “paints a picture” of the encounter. I didn’t have to be physically present to understand what was going on. All the evidence is contained within the medical records.

One of those pieces of evidence is a report called the hospital census. This magical report told hospital admin how many employees are required to meet the patient demand. Supplies and resources are allocated based on a careful analysis of the census. It didn’t take a genius to notice the census was extremely low during most of 2020. The ability to view the census was provided to almost all staff, but it was revoked a few months into the pandemic. That was right around the time they began to furlough the healthcare heroes because hospitals were empty and going broke. When trolls like Medicalvetter777 tell you hospitals were over-run, they are lying. All it took was one glance at my paycheck to disprove that theory, and I didn’t need to be in a hospital to see that.

Lastly, anyone who knows me, knows I can’t shut up about disproving every aspect of the Covid scamdemic narrative. Podcasts shows began inviting me to speak about what I know in 2020. I have been on Truthzilla, Debra gets Red pilled, Liberty UncensoredRebunked, and AM Wake Up. They suggested I should start a channel or platform to get the message out. I took their advice and launched my telegram on Sept 2, 2021 and my Substack in November 2022. If you never heard of me until now, it doesn’t mean I just came out. Censorship is real folks and I have been fighting it for 4 years. It took that long, trying to scream this from the rooftops, to be heard by the legendary Alex Jones.

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Deadly Hospital Protocols

Vax-UnVax The People’s Study, April 15th 2024 Salem Oregon

Hosted by Children’s Health Defense: Oregon Chapter

**The opinions expressed do not necessarily reflect the opinions of CHD.**

Deadly COVID Hospital Protocols


Hospitals Empty & Going Bankrupt (Excerpt from Chapter 1)

Mandates for hospitals went beyond two weeks to flatten the curve. Orders were to increase bed capacity by 50% across the state. Every hospital was expected to get on board. Infection prevention measures were put in place, requiring all staff to mask and distance. Visitation was stopped, out of an abundance of caution. Covid-19 PCR testing was required for patients suspected of having Covid-19.

Hospital admin drastically changed standard operating procedures to meet the mandates. Elective surgeries were all canceled. ICU patients were ordered to be sent home. They were artificially adding beds for the expected wave of Covid patients. It was a hospital bed closeout sale, all patients must GO!

As patients were transferred out, they closed down different wings of the hospital. Consolidating them. Security was placed at every entrance, like the hospital had become some sort of military base or prison. FEMA (Federal Emergency Management Agency) built temporary overflow tents outside. Those tents stayed as empty outside as the hospital beds were on the inside.

The hospital felt the financial impact almost immediately. Almost all support services were laid off. Contract staff was canceled. Anyone non-essential was let go. A hiring freeze was placed on the books. Whatever was about to happen, we had a skeleton crew remaining, and we were keeping it in the family.

Stay Home and Be Afraid

After two weeks to flatten the curve had come and gone, Covid cases began to trickle in. Stay home and stay safe was the media’s new favorite mantra. People avoided going to the ER until they were dying. Car wreck injuries went up because drivers lost consciousness trying to get to the hospital. Patients walked in the door having heart attacks. In their dying breath, patients confessed how they were afraid to come to the hospital because of what they heard in the media. Covid-19 patients were at hospitals and people were afraid to catch it.

Emergency Room (ER) staff did everything to treat these walk-in patients, but they were too far gone. Most that arrived near death didn’t make it, despite best attempts at resuscitation. It was the first tragedy in a long wave of tragedies.

People were not dying of Covid, they were dying of self neglect and anxiety. Some elderly patients weren’t able to access meal delivery or restaurant food anymore. The quality of their diet plummeted. Prompting emergency amputations, surgeries, and dialysis sessions. When the world went digital to accommodate social distancing, some people couldn’t keep up. Hospitalizations were the consequence.

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No Visitors, No Witnesses

The hospital implemented a strict no visitation policy. Only patients with dementia, who were unable to eat or walk, were allowed a support person. Occasionally, the support person was still denied access. A clear violation of the new policy.

Hospitals had just become the scariest place to be on earth! They were experimenting on people and refusing access to family and visitors. If I were going to do something to harm a patient in the hospital, that is how I would design the perfect scheme. No witnesses and a perfect scapegoat if patients don’t come out of the hospital alive. The morgue. I warned everyone not to go to the hospitals anymore. Not until this whole mess was over. Something was not right

New mothers had to deliver their babies all alone. Fathers were not allowed to see the delivery of their child. Not to take care of the mother of their child after delivery. Not to see their newborn. No family was allowed in the delivery room.

Mom, dad, and baby were all required to take PCR tests before delivery. If mom or baby tested positive, they had to be quarantined from each other for the first fourteen days of life! If mom was positive but dad and baby were negative, dad was required to take the newborn home to quarantine. The cult didn’t care how this deprives the newborn of the enormous health benefits of colostrum and breast milk. Separation robbed both mother and infant of critically precious bonding moments. The only concern was stopping the spread. No human considerations were afforded these unfortunate new families. I can only imagine the kind of social trauma that will unfold due to the way these infants were treated at birth.

Dying Alone

End of life was not an exception to the no visitation policy. The dying were only allowed to communicate with loved ones via their personal cell phones. Many elderly patients did not have cell phones or know how to use them. Some were in too poor of condition to operate a cell phone. Nurses took pity and tried to help them speak to their families before they died. Nurses used their personal cell phones to do face time calls for patients. The lucky ones got face time. The not so lucky ones only got a regular phone call. Some were forced to die in a hospital bed all alone, masked up, strapped down, and without human contact or even seeing a smiling face for weeks.

Reading some of these notes was painful! Families tried to explain why they had to use a cell phone to say goodbye. The dying patient usually shut down and stop interacting entirely. To the families sheer disappointment. Their last opportunity for closure, squandered. Nurses struggled with depression over witnessing it daily.

People were outraged at not being allowed to support their parents while in the hospital. Security was repeatedly called to clear out visitors that were getting rowdy with hospital staff. They yelled at cult staff for refusing to allow them to see dying loved ones, their wives, and newborns. Security treated anyone who refused to comply as a threat. Police were called to forcibly throw visitors out multiple times.

The loss of compassion for the most precious moments in life were being denied. I thought the cult swore to provide those opportunities. Clearly, if there is a scary virus, they care more about following protocol than showing compassion. Coders, like most healthcare staff, are exposed to death frequently. Developing a thick skin is a survival strategy. Yet, the sadness that I still feel for all of those who did not get the closure at the end of life, or the start in life they deserved, will stay with me always.

Remdesivir Bonuses & Kidney Failure

There was an additional 20% bump in payment for any one of four experimental Covid drugs. The new tech bonus layered on other bonuses. There were bonuses on top of bonuses. Patients with a Covid diagnosis qualified the hospital for a 20% bonus on top of the normal DRG payment. Patients placed on ventilators earned the hospital another bonus payment.

Remdesivir is an experimental drug known to cause kidney failure. To qualify for Remdesivir therapy, renal and infectious disease consults had to be completed first. Some patients didn’t qualify to receive Remdesivir. If kidney function was stage three or higher, they were automatically denied. If kidney function dropped during Remdesivir infusion, Remdesivir was stopped. Some patients received many doses, others only one or two before kidney failure set in.

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Health authorities told us Covid was not just a respiratory disease, it is a heart inflammation disease and it causes kidney failure. Remdesivir was also known to cause kidney failure. The cult never suspected Remdesivir might be responsible for so many patients’ decline, to them, kidney failure was part of the expected disease process of Covid-19. One of the kidney’s jobs is to regulate fluid levels. In kidney failure, fluids build up to cause edema! Remdesivir patients were almost all on vents suffering from pulmonary edema when they died. Covid patients treated with Remdesivir also carried a diagnosis of pulmonary edema, which was being diagnosed as Covid pneumonia.

Something was very wrong. I now understood the hospital was murdering people. Either willfully or out of ignorance. I couldn’t prove it. I didn’t know the mechanism of action, but I was seeing it happen every single day. As the bodies piled up, so did the Covid-19 incentive money. Funds the hospital desperately needed. It had been running in the red for months and only survived with government bailout money from the Cares act.

PCR Test Was Never Required For Covid Diagnosis (Excerpt from Chapter 2)

One of the most overlooked facts about the now infamous Covid PCR test is that patients were never required to take it to be labeled as a Covid case. All physicians had to do was document that they felt their patient had Covid. Coding guidelines support medical opinion alone is sufficient evidence a patient has Covid. This is an exception to the rule for other diseases. The only other diseases with the same exception were diseases Anthony Fauci had been researching at the NIH. Covid-19 joined Zika and HIV/AIDS on the list of diseases supported by medical opinion alone.

The gravity of this fact cannot be ignored. The cult required all patients to take a Covid PCR test, sometimes repeatedly. Employers outside the cult were beginning to require proof of negative Covid test to do certain activities. People couldn’t fly or attend school without proof of a negative test. All the while, it only took a doctor’s professional opinion to tell whether you were Covid positive or not. I shudder to think how many Covid tests were administered needlessly. How many restrictions were tied to test results? I bet it makes your blood boil.

This was the loophole they exploited to label cases as Covid before a test was widely available. It is how cases were retroactively labeled as Covid before April 1st, 2020 when the official diagnosis code was released. The loophole never went away.

Hush Money To Hide Bodies

Approximately 80% of our patient population was positive for Covid after screening began. Most Covid patients were asymptomatic. The cares act provided Covid testing equipment. Massive bonuses were earned for Covid patients. There was enormous financial incentive for hospitals to have Covid patients. If asymptomatic Covid patients were treated with Remdesivir and ventilation based on false positive PCR results, financial incentives become hush money. Hush money to hide all the bodies and shield hospitals from wrongful death suits.

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Vaccine Policy Tied To Medicare Incentive Payments (Excerpt from Chapter 3)

After I learned the hospital policy surrounding flu vaccines, the pressure to get the jab each year started to make sense. Dollars and cents. Healthcare vaccine policy is based on money, not health. It costs them a lot of money when staff don’t take their shots.

When flu season comes around, cult staff are simply told where to go get their flu shots. They don’t really want staff knowing about exemptions. In 2010, the AMA and the WHO’s stance was that healthcare staff had the right to refuse vaccinations. A decade later, their opinion flipped to giving HHS and Medicare authority to require vaccination as a condition of employment. Flu vaccines have been mandated by the cult since 2013. Exemptions are reluctantly provided in compliance with international law.

There are only two accepted reasons to submit an exemption. Religious reasons or an allergy to the shot. Natural immunity is entirely ignored. IgG tests can show natural immunity to diseases, but they are not routinely offered before vaccination. Yet, upon request, the cult offers a pre-employment IgG titer test for chickenpox (varicella) and allows staff to avoid vaccination if their results show natural immunity. Interesting double standard there.

Medicare established a value-based purchasing program, tying employee vaccination rates to incentive payments. It came into existence with the passage of the unaffordable care act, also known as Obamacare. All Medicare covered entities are required by CDC to report certain quality markers to the National Health Safety Network as a condition of payment. Payments to the Medicare covered institution are adjusted based on the quality scores derived from NHSN data. One of the quality markers is employee flu vaccination rate. If scores fall too low, Medicare reduces payments for all claims during the entire fiscal year. It would be an obscene amount of money to lose for any practice or hospital! Every Medicare covered entity is controlled by this policy.

If Medicare wanted to create a financial incentive for Covid shots, all they had to do is use the flu policy for Covid.

Vaccine Drive Through

December 6th 2020, the hospital began administering the Covid-19 experimental injections, via drive-through! At the office building across the street from the emergency room. Where no emergency medical staff worked. It was an office building that was not open to the public or patients. You could be standing in the parking lot of the drive-through and see the Emergency room sign, lit up in red, across the street. The main hospital building had a helipad on the roof. It was rated a level one trauma center. It was well-equipped to handle emergencies, yet they set up the drive through for experimental injections in front of the building, the least equipped to handle an emergency.

Standing Up To Mandates and Hospital Protocols

It was late January before I began to see what I suspected were Covid vaccine related cases. We were starting phase 1B. The vaccine was now available to the rest of healthcare workers, law enforcement, teachers, childcare workers, adults in congregate settings, and “essential” workers. Whatever “essential” means. The definition changed depending on whom you asked and when.

The first suspected injury cases that arrived were the sudden organ failure cases. I didn’t know it was possible for a human to die so quickly or horrifically before the experimental Covid-19 mRNA injections were distributed. Cases of uncontrollable seizures were next. Followed by stroke, heart attacks, pulmonary embolism, and peripheral artery blood clots. Strange coagulopathies also emerged. It was the year anticoagulants failed. Hospitals began to fill with waves of Covid patients after vaccination. Last but not least, was a trend in rates of cancer progression. It seemed cancer had accelerated to turbo speed.

After passively witnessing countless types of vaccine injuries and a year of medical murder, I couldn’t take it anymore. I would not be an accomplice. Furthermore, if I was granted an exemption from the vaccine, I would still be subject to weekly PCR testing and masking while on campus. Refusing both PCR testing and vaccination meant I was unable to work in healthcare any longer. Choosing to quit my career was not easy, and I am still feeling the impact three years later.

A fire was set under me to warn anyone who would listen to stay away from hospitals and the experimental injections. Through speaking out, I found other leaders in the fight for medical freedom. I now call them my freedom family, and many of you are here today. One of those connections led me to find a grassroots organization called Pro Medical Freedom that was working to get patients out of hospitals and bring people life-saving therapies that were not available in hospitals. I am proud to have been even a small part of this remarkable organization. Our next speaker, [Redacted by speakers request], is here to tell you all about it.

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The VAXXED Bus Experience

None of these stories should have to be told

April 21, 2024 by Zowe

Disclaimer: The opinions expressed by those on the Vax-UnVAX bus are not necessarily the views of Children’s Health Defense.

When I first approached the bus, I was overcome with tears. It is palpable how many lives have been lost to Covid-19 hospital protocols and Covid-19 mRNA injections. Tragedies caused by other vaccines also mark the bus. Only a fraction of these stories are captured. The damage is far worse than what can be reflected in black and white. The VAXXED bus is completely unknown to many people. Some people find it difficult to tell their stories.  It is up to the awakened survivors to keep sounding the alarm. We hope that sharing these stories will help us win some battles in this war. A war that is still far from over.

It was a remarkable day. Medical freedom fighters gathered to remember those we have lost. We spoke out against the ones who have done us harm in hopes we could spare other lives by sharing the knowledge we have learned. My heart broke, but then it was filled with love and gratitude again. You know how dark the tales can get if you’ve seen the movie VAXXED. It is exceedingly challenging to comprehend that individuals may purposefully release poisons, drugs, or vaccines that are intended to cause harm or death. It is equally difficult for the people who signed the VAXXED bus to share their stories. Every soul in the building, can see the evil humanity is now facing. Strangely enough, that building was on a hospital campus. The least likely place to hold our meeting. We have all been called upon to stop the evil forces that have unleashed so much death upon us. We do what we can, and doing small things can make a big difference.

First, we increase awareness and begin the process of accepting what has transpired. The next step after acceptance is education. Holding those responsible for this accountable is the end goal. Discovering who is responsible for a century long global scheme to promote poisons labeled as “vaccines” is not easy. In the case of Covid-19 hospital protocols, the battle has spanned a period of four years. Courts across America and around the globe are still hearing cases on Covid-19 public health policies. Officials have been questioned for not providing preventative health education, and for treating Covid-19 patients with ventilators instead of the usual non-invasive methods first. Officials continue to deny accusations that they blocked the use of hydroxychloroquine and Ivermectin as alternative treatments, which is prohibited under the PREP act and EUA measures. Public health officials persist in suppressing critical voices, always insisting ‘vaccines are safe and effective‘. As if the more they repeat the messaging, the more people will believe it.

The CDC now tells us that Covid-19 can be treated like the flu. Really? So we never had to wear masks, shut down the economy, evacuate hospitals for the pandemic that never was, or accept regular PCR tests? That indicates nobody ever needed an experimental mRNA gene editing injection to save humanity, and patients didn’t need to die on ventilators with Remdesivir treatment.

None of the destruction we are now facing had to happen. None of the stories told on the VAXXED bus tour should have to be told. If you want to create a world without vaccine injury stories to tell, please share Dr Paul’s testimony with parents and anyone who might need to hear it. There will be a shift when enough people are exposed to this information and begin to question if they should take vaccines. For their game to be successful, they require our participation. If we stop playing, they lose.


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What does it take to ‘stop playing’ in your life? For me, it took resigning from my job and being unemployable. It took losing financial security and facing homelessness. Fighting for your kids to have medical freedom and informed consent cost Dr Paul his medical license. Stephen Joncus fought for Dr Paul, but the establishment will not back down. What they fail to realize, is they need us. If enough people walk out of what I now call “the medical cult”, the establishment would fall. We need an alternative way of getting well, a holistic system like we had before the Flexnor report. That time can come again. 

Boey’s mom never gave up on her, or fighting to save others from the fate that took her little girl. When she was fired, she took the next step by providing forbidden alternative therapies to people in their homes. Preventing them from going to a hospital where they might fall victim to the deadly hospital protocols. She saved lives with an all-volunteer crew and no budget. There was a 100% recovery rate, even in patients the cult sent home to die. If she could work miracles with next to nothing, we can all make a difference. May her plight inspire those inclined to forge a new path toward an alternative medical system. We can do this!!!

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VAX-unVAX The People’s Study

Children’s Health Defense Oregon Chapter

Salem Oregon

Monday April 15th


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Polley Tommey of Good Morning CHD and VAXXED 1 & 2 will be taking testimonies of vaccine injured and Covid-19 hospital protocols. The information will be entered into “The People’s Study”.

Speakers Include:

Dr Paul Thomas

Zowe Smith-Author of My Life in the Thrill Kill Medical Cult

The Founder of Pro Medical Freedom

Stephen Joncus @ Joncus Law

Attorney who fought against vaccine mandates

The Vaxxed movie is now infamous. One of the most censored movies of all time. The whistle blowers who tried to reveal the massive cover-up regarding vaccine safety have all been canceled. After watching the movie, your opinions about vaccines are likely to change regardless of what they were before. Parents of injured children provide observational evidence that is hard to ignore. That could explain why the movie’s censorship is so severe, as the trailers are still being taken down. If you want to purchase a DVD to have a physical copy, go here.

In Oregon during 2021, restrictions were still ongoing. Very few stores allowed people inside without masks. Vaccine mandates hit Oregon hard. Many healthcare employees have yet to be accepted back without a vaccine or weekly Covid-19 PCR testing requirement.  A group of freedom activists came together to put on a gathering called ManiFEST, which provided a platform for censored voices to freely speak. Dr Paul Thomas was one of the speakers that graced the stage that fateful day. Dr Thomas had recently lost his medical license because he tried to publish a study which showed unvaccinated children are healthier. The data showed the fewer vaccines a child received, the fewer chronic diseases they developed later in life. Unvaccinated children had less infections requiring doctor visits over their lifetime. Not surprisingly, the study has been retracted by peer-reviewed journals. Censorship goes that deep. He was allowed to keep practicing only if he did not provide parents with full informed consent prior to vaccination. He was not even allowed to be in the room during the visit.

The following day, at ManiFEST, I found myself on the same stage, explaining to my peers what really happened inside hospitals. I was supposed to be speaking about ‘opting out’ and finding the parallel economy after I quit working in healthcare over witnessing medical murder and vaccine mandates. The crowd was hungry for the truth of what really happened behind the scenes. It inspired me to write My Life in the Thrill Kill Medical Cult. If other people had the same information as I did, they might see the entire healthcare system in a different light. It may explain what happened to their family and friends who found themselves caught in the web of hospital Covid treatment protocols. 

As you can imagine, I wanted to help the victims of Covid-19 hospital protocols. The best thing I could do was speak out and raise awareness. Raising the alarm bells on social media caught the attention of another activist who connected me with Pro Medical Freedom. It was a grassroots organization that was fighting back. The mission was to help patients get out of hospitals before the protocols took their toll. They say prevention is worth an ounce of cure. Pro Medical Freedom did not disappoint. The Pro Medical Freedom nurse made house calls instead of allowing people to go to a hospital. Alternative drugs and life-saving oxygen therapy were provided. Almost 150 people would not be with us today if it weren’t for the heroic efforts of the Pro Medical Freedom team. All because one woman believed she had the power to make a difference by creating an alternative to hospital care, and she put that plan into action. 

I am honored to have this opportunity to share a stage with such fierce medical freedom fighters who stood up to tyranny. I’m thrilled to share with you a few excerpts from my soon-to-be released book, My Life in the Thrill Kill Medical Cult on the day of the event! 

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I distinctly remember a phone call with a relative of mine about what a vaccine mandate would cost me as far as my livelihood. The person responded with, “You gotta do what you gotta do.”

If it came down to it, and that person who obeyed what they were told, and I, a pariah, an exile, was at the mercy of people of my own blood who wouldn’t lift a finger to stop my life from being ruined, then what good are friends?

Well, a lot of good. See, in my journeys in life I’ve encountered lots of wonderful people. I have felt the kindness of strangers in many hard times. This is something that has probably kept me going for this long to be absolutely real with you. But I was always reminded as a young man that I could always choose whom my friends were but not my family.

The friends and even family that I thought I had before 2020 didn’t all go away, just a lot of them have different goals in life. Mine is to have conversations like this, and to let people see and hear them. Not everyone I know can come along for a ride like that, but some people I’ve met doing this certainly can.

I bet in every walk of life there will be confidants and mentors to help guide folks on their way, good or bad. I really didn’t expect to meet such good people doing this.

When I say good people, I mean those who are selfless in their aims. People that live by and treat others by a code of non-aggression. People that seek truth, and won’t deny it because they at first thought differently. People that will reach out if they hear something bad happened or will celebrate life’s small victories in this world.

Maybe I shit on collectivism too much. Maybe not the State, because fuck the state, and the government too, but I mean the voluntary group of misfit anarchist pirates that occupy the TNP and AM WakeUp chats. People are gonna hear a lot from folks like us this year. And I agree with Ryan Cristian on the fact that we are having an effect.

There is no Shadowbanning us if you find others who would maybe like this kinda content and share it with them. Pack these streams with more angry pirates (RIP Patrice), and let’s bring hard times to the system instead of us all.

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Podcast Appearance on AM Wake Up

March 26, 2024

I had the privilege of joining the AM Wake Up Podcast for TLAV Tuesdays! It’s a laid back comedy centered talk show that is both informative and hilarious. If you are looking for a serious and professional type interview, this is not the one. For that, please join me for The People’s Study (formerly known as the VAXXED bus) event in Salem Oregon on April 15th. I will post that speech and event material here also.

If you prefer something more candid and authentic, this is the one for you. You’ll get the latest news about my censorship battle to publish my book My Life in the Thrill Kill Medical Cult. For once, I wasn’t the only one concerned about internet surveillance. We also cover the recent Baltimore bridge situation as the story was breaking.

You can find AM Wake Up on Rumble here or on Telegram here and many other places! Catch ‘em every morning.

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Talks with Freedom Fighters

Interview on Liberty Uncensored Substack, aired June 28, 2023

This was an audio only interview from a series called “Talks with Freedom Fighters”. Audio available for free subscription on Substack platform. As time allows I will upload a recorded file directly.

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Quitting Your Slave Job & Going Off Grid

What Is It Really Like?

by Zowe Smith Published on June 25, 2023


Growing up in Portlandia, the grid was part of the bedrock of our lives. Baked into every aspect of our lifestyle, yet invisible and overlooked. My parents and grandparents would tell stories of the dark ages, before widely available access to the grid. They made it sound like humans were not very good at providing for themselves. Apparently, Oregon trail pioneers had it pretty rough. None of their offspring wanted to continue to live like that. Even worse, they portrayed nature as the harshest of masters. To them, dependence on the grid meant security and comfort. Stories they told imprinted me with the same sense of dependence. Living off grid meant facing exposure to the elements, disease from unsanitary conditions, and working myself to death. It was only for the destitute that had no other choice.

Later in life, living off grid turned into a fantasy when conservationists promoted it as part of a sustainable lifestyle. It was a fantasy because implementing this lifestyle meant making some extreme changes. Many of them were inaccessible for most or simply ineffective.


The threat of losing power during the Scamdemic of 2020 was becoming evident. People in the UK could not afford power bills in the winter due to extremely inflated cost. People in Colorado had their power cut or restricted by their providers using smart meter technology. Probably the most worrisome trigger was when a simulation organized by Johns Hopkins & CHS resurfaced called Dark Winter. It played out a mass casualty event where all power is cut off at the worst possible time. If Event 201 was any indication, we might be in for a Dark Winter for real. It helps to be prepared.

The situation highlighted our dependence on the grid and the strings that come with it. Suddenly many awoke to the need to provide basic necessities for ourselves. Myself included. It wasn’t just a hippie fantasy anymore. This is about survival now. We are realizing that going from a place of complete dependence to self reliance is no small task. There is no road map or one size fits all way to go about it. Disconnecting from the grid is more difficult than starting off grid from the beginning. Many, like myself, are choosing to try that route.

Going off grid was the last thing I would have expected to do at one point in my life. Yet, with the above knowledge in mind, I set out to immerse myself in off grid living. For many reasons. To challenge myself and see if I could do it. To face my fears of dealing with exposure, lack of cleanliness, and possible starvation. These threats were present in all our lives and the fear it caused in many began to control them. I wanted to stay ahead of it and not fall victim to the fear mindset. One of the best ways to conquer a fear is to face it. So I set out to immerse myself in off grid life. Got a job on a farm and bought myself a tiny home.

On moving day, a lumberjack looking man, saw me packing up and asked where I was going? I’m going to live off grid, I said. He took one look at me. It had been the last week of my office job as a medical coder. My clothes and possessions told him I had lived in a city all my life. He told me how he grew up off grid and how hard it was. He then laughed and proclaimed, “you won’t last a week”!

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If you had told me going off grid meant I had to use an outhouse, I would have called it off. Sure, I learned all about compost toilets as a conservation educator. Even promoted them. My only real concern was the smell. I imagined a compost toilet would smell terribly. Poop sitting in a bucket in a small room? No thank-you! The outhouse didn’t seem much better. Not only did I have to deal with the smell, but I had to leave the comfort of my house to use it! It seemed so primitive and uncivilized.

My tiny house had a compost toilet but I planned to put in a regular flush toilet before I moved in. That idea went out the window very quickly when I realized all the plumbing issues it had. Given the fact I had no idea how to use a compost toilet, the outhouse was the best option. As outhouses go, it was a classy one with all the amenities. There was no smell when it was managed properly. It felt primitive but it was not nearly as bad as I made it out to be in my head. Using the compost toilet (eventually) wasn’t that bad either.

Going without heat would have been unthinkable to my city girl mentality. It was forced on me when my propane heater didn’t work. Snow fell overnight on multiple occasions at the top of the mountain that May. Summer followed quickly after, bringing with it heat waves. I thought I could do without AC because it wasn’t supposed to get hot. I was wrong. Turns out, passive heating and cooling works pretty well simply by opening and closing windows at the right time of day. I could get a ten degree temperature change just by doing that. Occasional discomfort for a few small hours a day was the highest price I paid.

Conservation educators frequently spoke about the need to reduce water use because it is a precious limited resource. Nothing could reduce your water use more than restricting your access to 25 gallons at a time. There were times my water pump didn’t have enough power and there was no running water at all. Water use was restricted and reused as much as possible. No more taking hour long showers. Hand washing was kept short or skipped if hands weren’t very dirty. Using wash rags and wipes helps. I even learned how to bathe with just a bowl of hot water! It didn’t take long until managing the water became a reflex.

The experience seems to have increased my tolerance to both temperature extremes. Now I try passive heating and cooling techniques on grid, before I ever touch a thermostat. Going without power or running water doesn’t phase me anymore. Off grid habits die hard. Now if I go somewhere without running water, I have a few ideas how to deal with that.


Nothing worked in the tiny house I purchased. It had rat damage and water damage. There was a broken doggie door leaving a hole big enough for a bear and I was in bear country. A bear would find my tiny dog and two cats to be either tasty snacks or fun playthings. The propane heater was broken, so it had no heat and there was no air conditioning. No hot water either. I purchased what I thought was a turn key ready home to avoid having to rough it. Yet that’s exactly what ended up happening.

Having to repair a few things on a used tiny house was to be expected but the size of this project was far bigger than I bargained for. There was nothing for it but to get to work fixing things. That’s exactly that I did. I watched video’s on how to repair things I knew I could do alone. Fortunately, I had tools and I knew how to use them. For the work I wasn’t confident doing myself, I reached out to my freedom network first. Between the workers on the farm and my freedom network we got it functioning again.

I might not have looked like I grew up in the back woods, but living out there came naturally to me. It felt like I knew what to do to all my life. I just never had any practice. Managing power and water quickly became second nature. I never learned how to work an RV and here I was with a far more complicated tiny house to learn. Yet in a few short weeks, I mastered how to run it. To the point I became tired of explaining it to others.


Something strange happened the very first week. In some ways, I would compare it to a week of hell. All my fears of going off grid manifested that first week. In truth, it was my first week of real freedom. It was invigorating despite the mishaps.

My sense of time got completely lost that week. I didn’t even know what day it was because out there, it didn’t matter. There was very limited access to WiFi. No phone calls, texts, or notifications of any kind could get through. There was no TV in sight. As someone who had made a living online, I can honestly say I cannot remember being unplugged like that. Except for childhood because we didn’t have the internet then. My only entertainment out there was books, downloaded music, walking in nature, and hanging out with the other farm worker.

I feel in love with nature all over again. My inner child that loved playing in the dirt returned. The excitement to learn and share with others ignited in me again. Curiosity about all the new plants and animals around me captivated my imagination. All day I was soaking in nature. Hiking in it. Gardening in it. Sometimes just sitting in a field listening to birds and the wind through the aspen trees. I didn’t need any other entertainment. As the world burned around me, I was able to experience serenity thanks to my newfound oneness with nature.

Before I knew it one day blended into the next. I was in the moment all the time now. Days would go by before I would remember to check in with the outside world. They began to worry about me or think I didn’t like them anymore. It was very hard for them to understand how limited my internet access was and how that created a barrier to maintaining constant contact with them. Until I experienced it, I couldn’t have imagined it either. They wondered if I needed more contact with the outside world but I didn’t miss it. Nor did I miss the podcasts that had helped wake me up. All that seemed to matter was my immediate surroundings and my house repair projects.

A calm began to take hold over the perpetual anger I had always felt. It was like I found a magic chill pill. Road rage became a thing of the past. The frustration you feel in a store when someone is taking forever to pay at the store, vanished. When people were in my way, I would wait patiently, rather than mutter under my breath and run to another aisle. Even the need to check the time a billion times a day faded. Worrying about where I had to be or what type of production quota I had to meet that day stopped entirely. Suddenly, I had an inner peace I never knew I had! A tolerance for stressful situations that seemed unfathomable to me before.

People generally go around in a time deficit because our slave jobs demand all our time. Our energy is a debt we work off every day. So we get angry when we feel someone cost us time because we feel offended our energy was stolen. Every little thing that disrupts our schedule can be grounds for an outburst. Until I stopped working my slave job, I thought that was just the way life was. I didn’t know it could be different. How refreshing to be wrong on this one!


Suddenly, the property owner decided to shut down the farm. My co-worker and I were given two weeks to move. Going back to the city life seemed unthinkable now. It wasn’t just anxiety over the possibility of having to go back to my slave job. I did much harder work on the farm than as a medical coder. It was about not wanting to perpetuate all the systems that enslave us by paying into them. It was about wanting to be in a cleaner environment and avoid all the pollution that comes with city life. Being able to fall asleep to the sounds of a forest at night is preferable to city lights and sirens. There was very low radiation levels out there and nobody sprayed weeds at all. Back in a city, I was anticipating long restless nights and insomnia. Also dealing with rage when I see chemical poisons sprayed on or around me. Worst of all was the thought of walking away from yet another garden before harvest time. A crying shame.

I had taken to the country life with such ease. As if it was an instinct that just needed reawakened again. My relationships to money and material goods completely changed. I felt like I was experiencing the world more like my tribal or Oregon trail pioneer ancestors did. They placed value on material goods only if they were tools to help them create products of their own. Bright shiny objects had zero value if they served no purpose. The need to make a certain amount of money seemed ridiculous now. You don’t need that much when you provide for yourself. I was even beginning to understand why the lumberjack man laughed at me when I told him I was going off grid. How wrong he was! Not only did I last more than a week, now it’s the only way I want to live.

When you are off grid, you are the master of your universe. It can be magically abundant or it can be miserable. The choice is yours. Don’t cut wood for a fire in winter? You’re going to deal with the consequences and be cold. If you do, the heat from your very own fire is far more rewarding than paying a power company. Very much the same as it feels so much more rewarding when you grow and harvest your own strawberries than if you pick some up at the store.

Mother nature sets the pace of your day. Not some faceless corporate entity. Hectic schedules and deadlines are non existent. Your busiest day is likely to be when you do a supply run to town but that is also an exciting trip when you don’t leave the property everyday. It’s an event everyone on the farm gets excited about. Driving to town is not a stressful. Usually the roads are clear of other cars and the sights are scenically beautiful. Very different from running to the store in a city where it feels more like running a gauntlet of red lights, traffic, and road rage.

After experiencing that kind of freedom, it is almost unfathomable to go back into the matrix. Being a worker bee no longer appeals because I now see all of the strings that come along with it. I realize now, it’s not about checking my pride by accepting a minimum wage job (now that my collage degree is useless, thanks to mandates). I was a slave at that job same as everyone else. Possibly worse, I was a slave to the debt that came with that collage degree. It was an illusion that making a decent income made me somehow more successful than some of my lesser earning, or lesser educated peers. All that did was make me a house slave as opposed to a field slave. Everyone loses in that situation.

“You can take the girl off the farm but you can’t take the farm out of the girl”

What off grid life means to me is taking responsibility for our own actions. It means ultimate freedom. Being the change I want to see in this world starts with going off grid for me. There are infinite possibilities of a better life from there. Going off grid was like walking through a fire. It strengthened and empowered me. I encourage anyone who is curious to try it for yourself and see!

No More Vaccine Mandates For Health Care Workers?

Or Just More Lip Service?

by Zowe Smith Published June 11, 2023


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What if I told you the reason healthcare workers were mandated to get COVID-19 vaccines was based on money, not health? If I told you the concept of no jab, no job in the cult is not new. Would that surprise you? The first wave of healthcare workers refusing to be vaccinated did not happen in 2021 when COVID-19 injections became available. It actually began way back in 2013 over mandatory flu vaccines for staff. CMS (Centers for Medicare and Medicaid Services) has a mandatory flu vaccination policy for healthcare workers using a Value Based Purchasing incentive program (VBP) which has been running for a decade now. If healthcare institutions want to keep getting maximum Medicare reimbursement, they better make sure all their staff get vaccinated.

The mandatory flu vaccine policy was hidden inside what I like to call the Un-Affordable Care Act. More commonly known as Obamacare, which established the VBP. Each fiscal year, alphabet agencies can rejoice with the bonuses they have awarded their friends for achieving high VBP scores. The scoring system controls policies and behavior by awarding points for certain quality markers. How did we end up with such an easily manipulable system you might wonder? Ultimately the trail ends, as it usually does, with CMS and CDC at the helm.

The CDC has a long history of recommending influenza vaccines for health care workers that began in 1984. According to Dr Meryl Nass, one man at the CDC is responsible for making flu vaccinations mandatory and tied to financial incentives. Dr. Ahmed Faruque even won an award for doing it. One of the CDC’s core functions is hosting and maintaining public health monitoring databases. The National Health Care Safety Network (NHSN) is their database for tracking healthcare associated infections. Dr Faruque made sure staff vaccination rate was a quality measure required to be reported to NHSN. If healthcare facilities fail to report to this database, or scores fall too low, Medicare reduces payments on all claims for the entire financial year. Losing that much revenue would bankrupt any cult institution. Any place that participates in the Medicare program is controlled under this policy.

Going as far back as 2010, the AMA’s Journal of Ethics argues that being a member of their cult, means you have a duty to give up your bodily autonomy for the greater good of public health. They openly admit flu vaccinations don’t work to achieve “herd immunity” anyway, they are for personal risk protection purposes. Studies sponsored by the AMA, show staff must be incentivized or coerced into taking vaccines to reach their targets of 90% or higher. Although I heard the number 80% thrown around a lot in the industry. AMA’s questionable “ethics” go so far as to site a case dating back to 1905 as the legal precedent for mandating vaccinations for staff during a health emergency. Maybe we shouldn’t be surprised when a decade down the road, AMA and friends are enacting policies based on their stated (and debatable) ethics.


Official statistics show cult staff are not big on getting flu shots with a compliance rate consistently below 50% according to the NIH. Staff are the first ones to notice themselves and their co-workers getting sick every time they accept a flu shot. Just like I witnessed. No matter what incentives the cult tried, healthcare workers just would not get vaccinated anywhere near CMS and CDC’s target rates.

Some cult staff have been on the front lines, annually asserting their bodily autonomy by declining flu shots for a decade. Nurses banded together to fight unfair rules that compromised their medical freedom. The line in the sand for them was bodily autonomy. However, most of them still had to comply with wearing masks in public areas. Arguably masking is still negatively impacting their health and compromising their bodily autonomy. Further, it is a way of publicly shaming them and making it obvious to others which staff members did not comply.


Are these non-compliant cult staff aware of the fact flu vaccines have always been experimental? Dr Mark Geier says flu vaccines cannot possibly be tested properly because they change every year. All other vaccines require long term safety trials but not flu vaccines. It would be impossible to complete years of safety trials for an ever changing formula.

“Flu vaccine is basically an experimental vaccine that they want to give out to 300 million people every year”

Whatever this new COVID shot was, it had skipped safety trials and been rushed to market. It was a new and unproven technology, that sounded like genetic engineering. Causing many staff to question vaccines that hadn’t before. Skipping safety trials and rushing things can be dangerous under any conditions. Simply declaring something safe does not make it safe. Cult staff understand that, even if the general public does not. Being cautious might seem like common sense but it was not tolerated in the cult.

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Most people were aware the Biden administration mandated federal employees be vaccinated with COVID injections by Nov 22, 2021. A similar mandate was issued for most employers soon after. It got buried in the hype that healthcare staff were also mandated to be fully vaccinated. Many people attributed the vaccine mandate to the Biden administration because it was issued by the white house. According to the federal register, it is CMS and HHS working together to require healthcare staff be fully vaccinated. Of course with the backing of the CDC and the AMA. Medicare planned to enforce the policy by assigning inspectors that can show up randomly. Payments from Medicare can be stopped entirely for failure to comply.

CMS’s Omnibus COVID-19 Health Care Staff Vaccination policy was just like their flu policy but on steroids. Normally CMS is required to publish IFR (Interim Final Rule) changes in the federal register and allow for a comment period. This time, CMS waived all the proposed rule making steps, stating it was due to a public health emergency. At the same time CMS states they are not making the policy contingent on their being a public health emergency. The IFR went into effect immediately upon publishing. It required all healthcare staff, contract workers, and vendors to be fully vaccinated. All staff were mandated to also undergo weekly PCR testing unless they were fully vaccinated.

In 2010, the AMA and the WHO’s stance was that healthcare staff had the right to refuse vaccination. A decade later and their opinion flipped to giving HHS and CMS authority to require staff to be vaccinated. The AMA and WHO acknowledged the flu vaccine didn’t really stop infection then but now they just boldly lie about how effective the COVID shot is at stopping spread. The policy empowered healthcare employers to discriminate against unvaccinated staff and encouraged firing them. COVID mandates contain wording about violating title 7 of the civil rights act of 1964, which made it illegal to discriminate against any protected group. Unvaccinated is not one of those groups.

Exemptions had to be provided per international law. Something that is written in all the alphabet agencies documents. When flu season comes around, cult staff are simply told where to go get their flu shots. As the deadline approaches, staff begin to get reminders that have instructions for exemptions in the fine print. They don’t really want staff knowing about exemptions. There are only two accepted reasons to submit an exemption. Religious reasons or allergy to the shot. Natural immunity is completely ignored. There is no taking an IgG test to prove natural immunity instead of accepting a vaccine for flu or COVID. Yet the cult routinely runs an IgG for chicken pox (varicella) and allows staff to avoid vaccination if their results show natural immunity. Interesting double standard there.

Getting a medical exemption requires the staff member to see their physician. The doctor would have to certify in writing that you have had an allergy to the vaccine or one of it’s ingredients before. Usually the doctor has to submit supporting clinical documentation of a previous allergic event to support the claim. It’s required to go through this process every single year.

Allowable medical exemptions were fairly straight forward for flu shots but list became increasingly suspect for COVID. For the flu, a documented allergy to any of the ingredients would suffice. For COVID, they pretty much give every reason under the sun to get the shot even if you have been injured before. Official advice is to get the other brand next time! More reckless and unscientific advice. It gets more ridiculous from there and you can review the chart here.

Only certain religious exemptions were allowed for COVID but they had been unanimously accepted for flu. CMS also sent direction on prolonging the exemption questionnaire. The flu exemption form was usually a one page fill in the blank document. For COVID, a few pages were added on. A new requirement was added that human resources must review COVID vaccine exemptions. They can approve or deny the COVID religious exemption which was never part of the flu process.

This is the reason any staff refusing vaccination continue to be discriminated against and fired. It’s not really about health, it never was. Its about profit margins. It costs them a lot of money when staff don’t take their shots.


On January 2022, OSHA was forced to drop their mandatory vaccine policy. The supreme court ruled OSHA didn’t have authority to mandate vaccines while allowing CMS to continue their mandate for health staff. Apparently CMS does have that authority given to them because it was upheld in court! It didn’t sit well that the supreme court was not objective in their ruling and it was further challenged by 22 Attorney Generals. ICAN was in full support. They lobbied to get the CMS portion of the vaccine mandate dropped also.

Victory was finally achieved! The white house and CMS announced they would be walking back the mandatory COVID vaccine policy for healthcare workers on May 11th. The new policy doesn’t go into effect until August 4th 2023, but CMS stated they won’t be enforcing the vaccine mandate effective immediately. The VBP payment adjustments for financial year 2023 have also been suspended. For one glorious year, no cult staff have to worry about being mandated or coerced into getting a COVID or a flu vaccine! It’s the first year in almost a decade. A win this big truly is cause for celebration!


CMS may have stopped directly mandating COVID vaccination as a condition of hire, but they are still indirectly doing it. In 2024 the NHSN is still requiring quality reporting that is tied to CMS’s VBP program. In fact, they are demanding more info from healthcare, not less. There is no way to be excluded from NHSN data collection. COVID-19 staff vaccinations is still an active quality measure. Flu vaccinations too. The COVID vaccine quality measure was endorsed on July 2022, before the Biden administration announced ending the mandate on May 11th 2023. Yet, the NHSN quality measure for staff COVID vaccine was scheduled for review in spring on 2023 and we are now in summer. They are very late if they still plan to revise it. When the VBP program resumes in 2024, Medicare payments can still be adjusted by up to 5%.

That pesky VBP program which has been the crux of both flu and COVID vaccine requirements for staff remains in place. The AHA and friends are spinning the story as a voluntary removal of the mandate because it is no longer needed. They finally managed to incentivize and coerce enough healthcare staff to move the dot on vaccine compliance to 90%. Just like they always wanted to do. Doesn’t matter to them they had to fire, maim, and kill their own people to get it done. There is no remorse for what the staff who were fired have gone through. There is no compassion for those who were injured or died as a result of taking experimental shots. Nothing is said about how ineffective their shots were at stopping the spread or how their own logic written in their IFR has been proven to be entirely false. Under the new final rule, employers can still require staff to be vaccinated and it would appear they are encouraged to do so.

Medical freedom may have won an important battle but it would appear the war is not yet won.


Healthcare heroes that were fired for refusing the shot, have suffered not just financial loses, but loses of family and friends. No amount of money or apology could ever make up for that. Obviously, for the vaccine injured, there is no getting un-injected. Maybe they call them shots because once it’s done it’s about as hard to reverse as getting un-shot. Employers are not apologizing for that or offering compensation. Some employers are “inviting” staff back. Getting your job back seems to be the remedy here. It isn’t very helpful getting your job back if you can’t do the job anymore. Other employers still refuse to hire back unvaccinated staff.

The vaccine mandate effected over 17 million cult staff. Leaving a potential shortage of about 30% out of work. I can’t tell you if hospitals really are full now or verify if there are staffing shortages. Many would go back to work if they didn’t have to get the COVID shot. Boots on the ground reports to yours truly, tell of budget cutbacks and reducing staff again. The opposite of what MSM claims. Travel nurses and contract staff are getting laid off again, just like they did during 2020, when they said hospitals were overrun (they weren’t). I’m not holding my breath to see the floodgates open to re-hire staff on August 4th.

Would staff really want to go back after all that has transpired? Once I became aware of the murderous nature of the agenda in healthcare, I could not take part in it anymore. Does changing this policy make the healthcare industry beneficial to humanity again? It allows for more bodily autonomy which is a step in the right direction. I would argue healthcare is still acting as the cult and it is still harmful to it’s patients. Having the VBP program still incentivizing vaccine uptake by staff assures us not much will change. Loosing the mandatory COVID vaccine policy is great but it doesn’t get at the underlying issue. Something allopathic medicine is simply not designed to do. Until we are willing to peel back all the layers that constructed the medical cult and deal with each of them, their train will remain on track. Don’t forget, they are trying to kill us. Their ethics and ideology are based in eugenics and controlled by big harma. If it’s not this mandatory vaccine policy, or the VBP program, it will be something else.

Time to step out of their healthcare cult and create our own version of health care.

You were meant to be free


My Life in the Thrill Kill Medical Cult

by Zowe Smith Originally published on Unjected Substack April 21, 2023

Published on The Last American Vagabond Substack May 5, 2023

Some secrets were meant to be told. How the SCAMdemic woke up one medical worker to the overall evils of the current medical paradigm.

An Insider’s Perspective

As it turns out, my otherwise mind numbingly boring job as a medical coder became the scene of one of the worlds largest scams in history. I had a front row seat to the biggest show in town that nobody was allowed to see. Those tickets are now being handed to you and to future generations.

I had always wondered, how did Germans allow Hitler to heard an entire race of people into death camps? If I were alive then, would I have seen the truth through the propaganda? Would I have sheltered Jews in my attic? Why isn’t there a written account of how it all happened from a German civilian perspective? I would have really liked to learn that so I could identify the warning signs early on if history ever repeated itself. They say we are doomed to repeat history if we remain ignorant to it. I don’t know how many kids still learn about the holocaust in school anymore, but kids at my school learned about it. We were told that sometimes governments use propaganda, it’s bad, and it looks exactly like this one German campaign. Anything outside of this one template couldn’t possibly be lies from media or our government. What could they possibly have to hide? It’s not like they are corrupt like a cartel… Are they?

Medical coders spend all day reviewing electronic medical records. Radiology reports, nursing notes, vital signs, everything your provider does is recorded and sent to a database. From surgeries to drugs, every type of medical product can be represented with a code. Each code has a monetary value associated with it. Coders use various software programs to translate medical notes into a series of diagnosis and procedure codes. Codes are then submitted on insurance claims. A good coder will ensure physicians get the most pay per service and patients are covered by insurance. Medicare and other insurers are always seeking to deny claims and impose fines. It’s a bit of a game for coders to massage the codes in a way that maximizes payment without incurring risk of fines. Massaging the numbers for their benefit is what hospitals and physicians pay coders to do.

The Lies Begin

Mainstream media was reporting how hospitals would be overrun with Covid patients before “two weeks to flatten the curve” started. There were no Covid patients then. None. It was the pandemic that wasn’t. Laughable even. Two weeks to flatten the curve came and went but still very few admissions. People who did walk in the door had been avoiding coming in for so long they were now all critical. Some were beyond help, collapsing in the ER doorway. Collapsing critical patients were not the anticipated Covid-19 patients we had been told to expect. The wave of false positive PCR tests was yet to begin. No, the patient load in those early days were patients who were so afraid of going to the hospital, they avoided care long enough for their conditions to deteriorate to life threatening degrees. Covid admissions, however, didn’t increase until masking went into effect everywhere after months of lock downs.

Experts told us this new Covid-19 virus was going to kill more people than the flu. Yet the flu didn’t really kill anyone. People died with the flu, not because they caught a flu. Most people in healthcare knew that, it was not a secret. It is in their programming to blame the most acute condition as a cause of death. That concept is written into the medical coding guidelines. Creating the illusion flu kills when other conditions are almost always the root cause. Soon Covid patients did come in and some people became gravely ill and died with Covid.

Hospitals all over the nation publicly admitted that Covid-19 was a novel virus. Even the experts didn’t know how to treat it. All of the treatments for it were experimental. Protocols for reporting and tracking clinical trials or applying research codes on experimental therapies went out the window. The recommended therapy was to ventilate patients with supplemental oxygen if a patient’s blood oxygen level dropped below a certain number. Normally patients suffering from hypoxia, or low blood oxygen levels, would be treated with oxygen via a nasal cannula, that nose plug-looking contraption with long plastic tubes attached to an oxygen tank. Ventilation was normally a last resort. When placed on vents, one by one, the Covid-19 positive patients circled the drain and died. This created the illusion that Covid was the deadly disease we had been instructed to be afraid of. Still, out of all those cases, I only calculated a 0.003% death rate. Statistically, more people die every year from heart disease, medical malpractice, and car accidents. Still, the media continued sounding the alarm over how deadly Covid was.

Hospitals were in desperate need of funding after “two weeks to flatten the curve”. All our bread and butter services were cut off. Patients in the ICU had to be discharged and sent home early. Supplemental staff and various support service staff were laid off. Contract support staff was abruptly cut off to save money. Then the entire operating room schedule had to be cleared of any elective surgeries for months. Not even pandemic stimulus money could bail hospitals out after that. Entire departments were shut down and wings of hospitals were closed off due to lack of staff. Patient care areas were consolidated into central areas, making it appear our occupied bed numbers were maxed out. In reality, there were many, many empty beds. Media harped on the mantra that those working in healthcare were “heroes” for showing up to treat the onslaught on Covid patients. Instead, staff faced layoffs and furloughs. Raises and bonuses were cancelled. Hiring freezes ensued. Those still standing had to absorb the workload of staff lost. They were forced to work harder for the same money, setting the remaining staff up for burn out.

“U07.1” – One Code To Rule Them All

Was I the only one seeing this?! Surely other healthcare professionals were becoming alarmed with all of the inconsistencies happening around them. They must be questioning things too. The numbers from media sources did not match up to what was going on right before our eyes. They must have been suspicious about asymptomatic cases that were the bulk of Covid patients; that our own hospital data did not match HHS or WHO data.

As the Pandemic began gearing up, policies were put in place to keep patients out of hospitals. Quarantine and isolation measures were put in place. Suddenly hospitals became the scariest place to be in the whole world. Per policy, patients admitted with any condition must be placed into isolation with quarantine measures in place. They must be masked at all times. Their care team would be dressed up in hazmat suits from head to toe. Patients families were not allowed to be with them inside. Many patients were heavily drugged and strapped to their beds while their care teams experimented on them. Hospitals didn’t have infection control policies like that before Covid, not even for Ebola. This new virus came and changed everything. To my knowledge, a new virus doesn’t change everything we know about infection control or spread of disease overnight. No visitation made it suspiciously convenient that while providers are admittedly experimenting on patients, no witnesses were allowed to see what was being done to their loved ones.

Codes starting with J are respiratory diseases, B codes are virus identifiers that do not affect payment and must be listed after the primary disease, U07.1 is Covid-19 virus code

Then it happened. On April 1st 2020, an unprecedented update to the medical code system was implemented. A new code for the novel Covid-19 virus was created to track the Covid-19 pandemic. There was a standard once per year update to the code set. Normally developing a new code would take years, not months. New codes would just be released at the standard update time. The rules for how to apply this new virus code was an exception to almost every other rule for reporting viruses (exceptions being HIV and Zika). It afforded hospitals a bonus payment for a Covid diagnosisBonus payments of 20% were available to hospitals for reporting the new experimental drug codes they created for Remdesivir, convalescent plasma transfusions, and other drugs. Right about then, hospitals across the nation switched from using Hydroxychloroquine to Remdesivir almost exclusively. It was just one more item on a growing list of policies and procedures that contradicted everything we knew about treating disease up until then.

I watched the devastation from lock downs unfold for the next five months. Suicides and addictions increased in number and severity. Disturbingly so. The elderly were marginalized by virtualizing everything. Elderly had trouble using the required technology. Patients that depended on services that were no longer available found themselves turning to unhealthy solutions that landed them in the hospital. These were the deaths from fear and despair.

Gaslighting from others intensified the entire time. Each step of the way, I questioned things and spoke out about it to anyone who would listen. People’s responses always shocked me. Here I was, honestly recounting my first hand observations. They would tell me how crazy I was because they heard something different in the news. Often they would become angry with me for telling them the news was lying to them about hospitals being overrun with Covid patients. They would stop speaking to me and inviting me on outings. They would attach themselves to the stories told to them by the news and social media platforms over a real live human they could look in the eye. Someone who had never been a “crazy conspiracy theorist” before. I found myself isolated and shunned by the whole of society simply for speaking my truth. It was the beginning of the great silencing.

Where To Turn?

Censorship was so bad, I couldn’t find the resistance I desperately needed to find. My search kept coming up empty. One fateful day, The Last American Vagabond accidentally found me. Finding TLAV was akin to unlocking the keys to the kingdom of truth. I instinctively knew for the first six months of the scamdemic that media was lying and gaslighting us over what was really happening. Was Covid a distraction from something more sinister? TLAV was asking the same questions. Government has a long history of pointing at something seemingly important, only to do something far worse when nobody is paying attention. It’s the classic “look over there” sleight of hand trick. It was obvious to me by now nobody knew what was really going on, and worse, too few were seeking truth. Healthcare workers included. Censorship made it even more difficult for people to find anything truthful. You had to know where to look for it first. TLAV was a resource that was pointing at countless resources available to help people come to their own conclusions.

By then many experts had begun speaking out about vaccine development for Covid-19 and their concerns about it. All of them heavily censored for it of course. I set out to learn everything I could about vaccines. Somebody had to do it, very few in healthcare were. If an experimental injection that was developed at “warp speed”, should cause damage, I knew I would be in a position to see it. I couldn’t fathom why others in healthcare refused to do their due diligence. Using all of the same free resources available to them, I educated myself. Even then, I had only scratched the surface. I found more than enough information to be concerned about what was about to happen.

As the first jabs went into the first arms via drive through, I waited with baited breath. Dr. Ryan Cole issued a dire warning about “sitting back and pulling out the popcorn because we are about to watch something horrible happen to the population”. I kept an open mind and hoped that the warnings were wrong.

Lo and behold, the warnings were right. To my utter horror, healthcare professionals denied that an experimental “vaccine” could cause harm of any kind. Gaslighting patients about their vaccine injuries began instantly. Patients arrived immediately after being vaccinated having strokes, heart attacks, and with severe cases of Covid. Some were collapsing uncontrollably or having non stop seizure activity. Multi-system organ failure cases piled up. Strange blood disorders made an appearance and drugs normally used to treat blood disorders stopped working. Cancers began to progress to end stage almost overnight. Patients that didn’t have histories of chronic conditions. Patients that were perfectly healthy before being injected all had new major conditions. Slowly but surely, more and more cases like this arrived as injections became available to more people. Those who returned with unexplainable conditions were turned away because their doctors either denied anything was wrong or they didn’t know how to help them.

Mandates were issued that every adult in the world must be vaccinated in order to go back to normal. Injections were now available to the entire adult population. The mainstream media had no choice but to report certain cases of medical workers getting vaccinated and having severe reactions or dying afterwards. In spite of evidence of harm, the media repeated the mantra that vaccines are safe and effective. Even as the efficacy percentage began to plummet. Mask mandates were promised to be dropped for the vaccinated. In a bait-and-switch fashion, they weren’t. The media changed their tune and told everyone masks couldn’t be stopped until we reached herd immunity. Another number that kept changing. New variants of Covid were supposedly circulating that were making experimental injections less effective. Yet people had to keep taking the injections or lose their jobs. None of it made any logical sense. Nobody in healthcare was questioning any of it. They were enthusiastically avoiding any talk of vaccine associated harm, or evidence masks don’t work. In a clown world kind of move, they were doubling down on efforts to stop the spread that clearly wasn’t working. The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over, expecting a different result. That is when I knew the vast majority of people in healthcare were perpetuating insanity. Either by being willfully ignorant or outright murdering people for profit.

Every hospital across the nation had the same mantra. The same insurance regulations with covid bonuses built in. The same stipulations of employment. Not a single hospital stood up to mandates or pushed back on letting patients die alone. Every single organization involved was like a unified front. They were clearly exploiting the pandemic for profit.

Worse, I noticed that contact tracing and medical record reporting was about to be connected to government databases beyond the CDC. Lots of information about patients was being tracked and recorded without their knowledge or consent. AI was being implemented as a weapon to detect things like vaccine uptake or hesitancy. After the scamdemic reared its ugly head, I lost what little trust I had in the CDC and every other alphabet agency. Whoever was behind the medical code system (and the associated reporting agencies) had an agenda. I thought it might be critical to learn what it was. I had no idea the darkness I would find under that rock.

The Plot Thickens

April 1 2022 another unprecedented code update went into effect. This time to launch codes to track refusal of vaccinations and boosters. Codes for past history of covid infection also went into effect. Codes for vaccine injuries called adverse reactions had been on the books for decades. Adverse reaction codes should have been available during the clinical trial phase. One of the main reasons there is a medical code system is for tracking clinical trials. Since December 6th 2020, jabs had been going into arms and healthcare providers had been seeing the effects. Vaccine development began in early January 2020. That would have been the time to create covid injection codes. Was the code update in April 2020 just an oversight in their haste? For more than 3 years? Surely there would be a code for reporting injuries in the next update. It seemed they thought of everything except enabling reporting and tracking of covid vaccination injuries or deaths. Unless they intended to make it impossible for injury reporting. If that was their goal, they couldn’t have planned it better.

Medical codes documenting people who do not take Covid-19 injection

The WHO has been entrusted with the management of the ICD and PCS medical code systems since 1948. The WHO developed their Med Safety app for vaccine injury self reporting. VAERS is the only other option and it is known for being inaccurate by design. Both methods are flawed because they require self reporting. Why isn’t WHO insisting on using the robust and well established international ICD system? Accuracy of reporting would be far greater with a system that doesn’t rely on self reporting. Integrity and accuracy would certainly go up if handled using the ICD system already in place. The only conclusion I can draw from this is that they never intended to track adverse events. This was clearly orchestrated to prevent reporting or tracking of vaccine injuries.

Next they were coming for me. Videos from our hospital began pointing the finger at remote staff as the problem, holdouts preventing the hospital from reaching its goal of 100% injection compliance rate. Bonuses were available to hospital administrators for 100% staff vaccination rates and competitions among hospitals continue to this day. Staff who never stepped foot inside a hospital or saw patients were suddenly the problem. Hospital vaccine policy was tied to Medicare payments. In order for hospitals to receive any money from Medicare, all staff had to be vaccinated for flu. Exemptions couldn’t be any more than 80% or no money for hospitals from Medicare. That would bankrupt any hospital, so they took their flu vaccination numbers seriously. I knew they were actively revising that policy for Covid injections. Giving it teeth. Teachers and military were already being fired for non compliance to vaccine mandates. I saw the devastation injections had inflicted on people. There was no way I was going to allow myself to be injected with that poison. I ventured to say they would have to kill me before I would submit. People say that is a bit extreme, but after what I witnessed, I beg to differ.

I would not have any part of murdering patients for profit. Labeling the deaths as Covid and then sending their family a bill. I had lost faith in the medical system many years prior when I fell victim to it. I learned the hard way the remedy is often worse than the disease. The system is designed to protect the doctors and their staff from you, the patient. Not the other way around. I was barely hanging on, just collecting a paycheck. I decided to quit before they could fire me. I would not be an accomplice to murder and I refused to let them label me as a statistic by allowing them to fire me over non-compliance to mandates.

I expected many other healthcare workers to follow suit. Some did, but not nearly enough. As the pressure to get the jab or lose your job went up, those with families to feed and bills to pay often gave in. They felt there was no alternative. Not having income from a reliable source was scarier than the jab. The rug was just pulled out from under me. Everything I had been trained to do was no longer an option. I could sympathize with the paralyzing fear of “what do I do now?!” All my work history, worthless in their market. The college education I still owed money on? Also worthless now. Mandates involving PCR testing, mask wearing, and vaccination had effectively changed my world as I knew it. It seemed I was the only one to get the memo. The whole experience made me realize the importance of entrepreneurship and local community market systems. It’s the only solution I can find, where mandates, licensing and regulations can’t take away a lifetime’s worth of work with the flick of a switch.

A Way Out

Owning something is really the only way to get ahead in this system. The phrase “you will own nothing and be happy” began circulating again online. It was heavily censored, which only served to draw more attention to it. Investing in something owned, debt free, might be an option to escape the prison bars that had been erected. It might be the only way to remain autonomous and free. Maybe that was why they didn’t want people encouraged to do their own thing and had to shut the article down.

The alternative lifestyle I had been speaking about at wildlife education events for more than twenty years was something I always wanted to do but never could. Inspired by Derick Broze’s book, Opting Out of the Technocratic State, I chose to seize this opportunity life handed me, to live the life I always wanted. Finding affordable housing and income outside their control grid was going to be key to survival. I began to research alternative forms of income going forward.

On the search for community, I found myself speaking to others who had been in healthcare and didn’t see what I saw. Some were aware of only a few discrepancies that happened. Maybe they heard about how ventilators were killing people faster but they didn’t know anything about how Remdesivir tied in. Some heard there were no viruses and covid was really just 5G sickness. There were so many things to point to, masks, PCR tests, vaccines. None of the theories were consistent with what I witnessed. As I spoke with them, I realized most were searching for answers. How could we have all lived through the same thing and not agree on what just happened?! That is how deep the censorship and propaganda goes.

That’s when I knew I had to write down what I just experienced. Many were aware by then we had just lived through something monumental. I realized I had a behind-the-scenes experience very few others were exposed to. Medical coding has always been about monitoring and cataloging disease progression in populations. All the records from every department get sent to one central repository. It’s like having a sim city level view of everything happening inside the system. A system that intentionally hides info “not required to do your job”. Keeping all the worker bees ignorant to what the other worker bees are doing. Most staff were only exposed to certain things within their little corner. I began writing a timeline of events. Anticipating it would turn into an article. Starting with the hospital talking about Wuhan virus coming to the USA through mandatory vaccinations for all. Highlighting the differences between MSM and reality. Research on vaccines included. I got deep in the weeds exploring where the medical codes came from to learn how and why they were being exploited for profit. The article grew into a book.

Uncovering more than a century of deceit, I could look back over my life and see how their wicked guiding principles played out without my knowledge. It’s how I came to call it the Medical Cult. I document all of it in my new book that is coming out soon called “My Life in the Thrill Kill Medical Cult.” You might call it a cult too after digesting all the info contained within its pages. It’s a time capsule. It’s an alternative perspective to what MSM crammed down our throats during the course of the scamdemic. It’s being released to the world very soon.

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